So yes.. once again.. about LIFE !! God has been really kind to me. Gave me everything I demanded. Sometimes I sit back and think.. do we actually JUST get whatever we deserve or God gives us as much as possible :) But then that's a different story.
Was just thinking.. I have practically everything that one should have.. ya few things one shouldn't have - like extra weight :D But again that is a different issue. So ya.. I should be happy.. I mean really happy.. Good education.. wonderful family.. a decent job.. and money enough to waste also... Um.. for someone who wil look at my life from a distance.. yes.. will feel I have no reason to be sad.. :) And actually I dont have..
But.. I am feeling sad :( because who likes a perfect life ?? !!!
I miss those days when for a very small amount of money also I had to wait and used to be so elated once I could save the desired amount :) But today.. savings are cool.. and spending is cooler.. but what is missing.. is the real fun in spending the money.. hope you getting what I mean...
Next.. this sense of boredom.. in student life.. we learnt new stuff.. and lot of hard work was involved.. but today... we are no doubt learning.. but somehow.. that pressure is not there.. the one reading this might think m so boastful.. or may be i am a cribber.. but few will be able to relate to it... it feels great after you have faced and overcome challenges rather than just sitting and waiting for some challenge to come your way...
Then.. the worst thing.. being idle.. perhaps the worst feeling.. there are times when we want to be really idle but that is only after doing lot of.. i mean real amount of work.. but being idle after being idle :D is really boring.. and it kinda kills me.. not like I don't like it.. but only for a while..
So.. Life.. it gave me... everything.. and now I want it to modify whatever it gave me.. I wont like to lose any of it.. but can't accept in the same form.. Gosh.. change is what we want.. change is what we dislike...
Humans and Human nature !! God.. and actually.. God only knows !!
Was just thinking.. I have practically everything that one should have.. ya few things one shouldn't have - like extra weight :D But again that is a different issue. So ya.. I should be happy.. I mean really happy.. Good education.. wonderful family.. a decent job.. and money enough to waste also... Um.. for someone who wil look at my life from a distance.. yes.. will feel I have no reason to be sad.. :) And actually I dont have..
But.. I am feeling sad :( because who likes a perfect life ?? !!!
I miss those days when for a very small amount of money also I had to wait and used to be so elated once I could save the desired amount :) But today.. savings are cool.. and spending is cooler.. but what is missing.. is the real fun in spending the money.. hope you getting what I mean...
Next.. this sense of boredom.. in student life.. we learnt new stuff.. and lot of hard work was involved.. but today... we are no doubt learning.. but somehow.. that pressure is not there.. the one reading this might think m so boastful.. or may be i am a cribber.. but few will be able to relate to it... it feels great after you have faced and overcome challenges rather than just sitting and waiting for some challenge to come your way...
Then.. the worst thing.. being idle.. perhaps the worst feeling.. there are times when we want to be really idle but that is only after doing lot of.. i mean real amount of work.. but being idle after being idle :D is really boring.. and it kinda kills me.. not like I don't like it.. but only for a while..
So.. Life.. it gave me... everything.. and now I want it to modify whatever it gave me.. I wont like to lose any of it.. but can't accept in the same form.. Gosh.. change is what we want.. change is what we dislike...
Humans and Human nature !! God.. and actually.. God only knows !!
O Human Nature! And how anyone and everyone's deed can be jsutified by these two words :) Nice piece Suttiya!
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